I hate Valentine's Day.

Well, that horrid day is coming up so why not have a post about my opinions and feelings about it?

Yes, I fucking hate Valentine's Day. This post will be I guess a collection of how I feel about it, how I deal with "I like you" feelings, and I guess some other stuff related to romantic love (which I think is stupid for me personally but I'll get to that later on).

Ok. Why do I hate Valentine's Day? Well, let's start off with knowing that I always contradict myself because of how open-minded I am. I'm not saying that to show off honestly. Sometimes, being open-minded sucks and confusing. I hate Valentine's Day because it reminds me of how lonely and single I am.

I do say that I love being single because there's no one to hold me back from doing what I want, but then being single with a crush fucking sucks because for me, I know that things will never happen between us. So then my way of coping with the fact that I know that he doesn't like me back is saying that I love being single over and over till I do feel like being single is fun. At times it does work with those feelings pushed way back in my mind, hoping that I would ignore it and not think about it. However, it's still there even though I try to keep it off my mind. Even if I hide it, it's still there but hidden. It won't go away unless if I do something about it. But nah, I'll just maintain how things are even though I know that I'm gonna get hurt in the future and that I'm too scared to deal with them because of the unknown of what will happen.

Yeah, to be honest, I would like to be in a relationship but the thing with me and my emotions LOL. Not fun. I get jealous very easily because of how much I overthink. I've been so jealous to the point of wanting to go up and punch the person I'm mad at. But I avoid being violent about it and vent instead.

I really hate having feelings for someone. I want to go back to those days when I didn't have someone on my mind almost 24/7. But nah my feelings just can't with the concept of completely ignoring those "I like you" feelings even for a day. Like shit man, I didn't ask for this.

It hurts a lot. I'm so fucking tired of feeling disappointed, jealous, and I guess heart-broken in general. I really am scared of ending up lonely. I know that I can be single and make money for myself. but that's only for my physical needs to stay alive. I feel like I give a lot of love but then I never receive the same amount back. I say that's ok, it's better to give than to receive. But it emotionally drains me. Sometimes I want someone to show the same love for me as I do with the other.

It's never going to happen though LOL. I know it for sure. Romantic love is stupid and pointless for me. I'm only saying that to comfort myself though. I'm scared to open myself to my feelings to the guy because the last few times I did that, I ended up being an emotional and depressed mess. I would sleep for most of the day after I come home from school and barely eat dinner. And if I did eat dinner, I'd barely eat anything. Like a few bites and then go up to my bed and sleep.

The only time I'm ok with romantic love is with K-dramas LOL. Yes, I know. Weird. But it fills that empty void of how what it's like to be in love. Yes, I know it's not the same but it's something. It's either that or nothing.

I'll end this with a quote. And yes, it's from a K-pop song. Wow what a surprise lol.

"돌아보지 말고 떠나가라. 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라. Don’t look back and leave, don’t find me again and just live on. Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories." - Big Bang, Haru Haru (하루하루)

More about me pt. 10

470 - citychicksurveys

What's your favorite thing about spring?
Flowers~~~

Do you consider yourself unique?
Yeah, I think I'm kinda interesting...

Have you ever tried belly dancing? If so, did you like it?
No I've never tried belly dancing but I would love to try it. I know how to move my hips and body roll soooo yeh.

How do you wear your hair?
If I wash my hair, I leave it down because it takes a while for it to dry. If I don't wash my hair, then in a ponytail with a big hair clip to hold it or wrap it in a bun and hold it up with a big hair clip. I have really long hair. I think it reaches my butt.

Ever consider going out with someone 7-9 years older than you?
Uh no.

Have you ever played the sims 3? If so, how is it?
Never played it.

Thoughts on Nicki Minaj?
She's cool.

Algebra is hard. Agree?
Nah. Well, it is for me if I don't review what I just learned in class. I like math but I'm too lazy to go over it LOL

Do you respect other's religions?
Yeup. You do you boo~

Are extensions a waste of money?
What kind of extensions? lol

Did you know some guy is in a relationship with his car?
Yeah... I mean... If he's happy then ok good for him.

Have you ever heard of Balance and Composure?
That sounds like a yoga pose lol.

What are things you do when you're nervous?
Stutter and blush a bit.

Do you like going out to eat?
Yeah but everything in San Francisco is expensive af.

Do you like drugs? Favorites?
Nah. I'm good.

What would you name your first son and daughter?
I dunno.

Favorite feature on the member of the opposite sex?
Legs. If a guy has nice muscular legs, then he has a nice butt :D

If you could travel anywhere, where to?
South Korea or Japan, mainly for the food.

If you had a superpower, what would it be?
To be invisible. Free trips to places~~

The drink you would order at a bar?
Some cocktail if I'm with friends. But if I'm drinking by myself because I'm depressed about something, then some hard liquor.

What is something that you really don't like?
Ignorance.

If you had to change your name, what would it be?
Alexandra.

You can only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what is it?
I really don't know.

What position do you normally sleep in?
On my right side.

Were you a part of any clique in high school?
Yeah. I was a part of the dancing clique. Not really much of a clique though because dancers were also in other cliques. Yeah, we're pretty well-rounded.

Do you wish to travel a lot?
Yeah, that'd be cool.

Have you ever given blood?
Nope. I'm too skinny and there's probably high amounts of glucose and lipids in my blood lol.

Do you like the way you grew up?
Kinda. There were some traumatic moments.

Would you prefer to read or write poetry?
Write.

Where did you grow up?
Milpitas, CA.

What's the last thing you watched on TV?
I don't know. I don't watch TV that often.

When is your birthday?
May 31st.

Do you wear glasses?
Yeup.

It's lonely in the city

The city life is great but once in a while, it gets lonely here. SFSU is a commuter school which means that everyone comes and goes. Everyone's busy doing something. Because everyone's busy, people don't have time to hang out. 

It's not the full college experience I expected. Well, I'm experiencing a majority of it, but at times it gets lonely. Like right now. I try to distract myself from it with homework or browsing through Youtube videos.

I dunno how to explain it. It's a thing with commuter schools. You have to experience it to know what it's like. I still love the city life, but it gets lonely at times.

First impressions of second semester

Well shit I'm tired. It could be because I'm still recovering from Sunday night but wow I already had homework the first day of class. Then it built up to more homework from today. And now I feel like crap because I'm also going to try and achieve my New Years resolution which is to get a better butt. Meh. It deflated after I stopped dancing in KDT. So I decided to take the stairs instead of the elevator from now on. But one of my classes is on the 5th floor. And I live on the 10th floor.

The things I do to have a nice butt...sigh...

I'm really scared about my oral communications class instead of macroeconomics. I'm that scared of public speaking. I have a lot of cringy-worthy moments of me tragically failing at speaking in front of an audience. Ugh.

My winter break so far

Hello hello there~ As you can tell from the double hello, I'm in a good mood now. My dad might come downstairs and tell me to go to bed anytime soon but I felt like blogging for a bit (even though I was distracted with Facebook and Youtube videos lol.)

So, my winter break so far was chill and memorable. I wasn't in the holiday-Christmas spirit because it felt pretty lonely. Well, you can tell from the posts from around that time heh. But yes, I didn't feel that Christmas spirit. It was a bitter and lonely holiday despite being around friends and family. 

Tragically, I caught symptoms of the flu but thankfully I was still able to hang out with my friends even with the horrid cough I had with my faith in medication and willpower. You know the thing I noticed, I felt worse staying in bed than going out and moving around while I was sick. So, the lesson I learned from it is to try and be as active as possible when you're sick. I had a hard time getting up from the bed at first because my body was aching all over but then I forced myself to get up and stretch and move around a bit because I wanted to get better and also hang out with my friends. Yup, willpower is also a must in getting better. Also medication but I won't go into further detail because that would take paragraphs and a few hours for that explanation. 

I watched a movie with my friends and hung out at the mall for a bit. I swear one of my best friends is amazing at DDR. That'd be cool if I could have amazing footwork like that when dancing but then I also heard that dancers suck at DDR sooooo nah. LOL 

At the end of the night, I had that talk with my other best friend that I really wanted because there was a situation that was bothering me for a while. It went pleasant and fine surprisingly. At first it was a bit awkward starting things because it was difficult for me to say what I wanted to talk about. There were some quiet moments and more awkward moments but all went well and now our friendship is fine~ I thought that I'd be more emotional but everything turned out fine. 

Few days after, I hung out with the same best friend that I had the talk with and went out for some pho (Well I had pho, he didn't) and a Starbucks brownie for dessert. It was chill~ Then some other stuff happened and uh, let's just say that I'm growing up LOL. I had my first kiss (Yes I know, really late but I've never had a boyfriend before so whatever). It was soft. LOL That's all I can say honestly. I'm fine with him being my first kiss even though I expected it to be with my first boyfriend. It's from someone that I really care about and trust so I'm completely fine with it. But the other stuff hehe was nice. I don't want it to be too NSFW with the description but let's just say that it felt amazing. Rough too but I like it rough if yah know what I mean ;) We're still friends though. There were some things that weren't said and I misinterpreted them as something else so it's ok, I understand. That's why healthy communication is a thing. We kewls :3 

Then more chill days with getting over my cough and gaining the weight that I lost from getting sick. I lost four pounds when I had symptoms of the flu. I freaked out a bit after the nurse weighed me when I had my check up because I like to maintain 100-105 lbs as my weight. It's a bit light even for a short person like me but it's good to have something to hold onto if yah know what I mean ;) 

My cousin came over and visited my family for a bit and now she's back at Berkeley since she starts school next week. She made Rice Krispies and also made ones that had matcha. I ate a lot of them. Like an unhealthy amount XD But it's ok, I have a fast metabolism~ 

My lower back has been hurting for a while because I've been leaning over to pull my grandma up for me to feed her and to change her diaper. It's been hurting a bit sometimes so I've been in need of a massage there. I asked my sister to massage me there since she gives good massages to my parents, her former coach, and volleyball teammates but I dunno, I get so ticklish when she tried to massage me. The only massage I got from someone and didn't feel ticklish was from one of my best friend (The dude with the talk and the other stuff lol). Like I dunno I just don't freak out. I tried massaging my back myself and it kinda worked but it also felt like some things that are too inappropriate to put down here so I stopped LOL I'm probably gonna ask him to give me another massage later on if my back hurts at that time. 

So as of now, I'm waiting for my sister's Lunar Show performance with KDT at her school to come up. I'm so proud of KDT and how much they've grown. I miss my KDT babies <3 

Life is chill at the moment (Please be chill till my break ends. I'm gonna cry about macroeconomics.) and I'm taking in all the clean air before I go back to San Francisco in a few weeks and the cheap food because everything in San Francisco is expensive. Even the concert tickets. Well, I'm only interested in K-pop concerts but they're mainly held in big cities like LA, New York, and SF. But since it's an international thing, ticket prices are crazy. I wanted to go to the CL concert with a friend of mine but tickets were $90 ;__; There's an upcoming HyunA concert in March but tickets are $89 for general admission ;__; K-pop hurts my wallet but it's ok. It also makes me happy ~(^o^)~

Questionnaire love

I just found a tumblr blog full of surveys/questionnaires. 

*heavy breathing* I love questionnaires. 

Here's the link if yah wanna check it out: http://citychicksurveys.tumblr.com/

Have fun~

More about me pt. 9

i dare you! - no-room-forthis-princess

1. Who do you like?
LOL. No comment.

2. Have you ever had sex?
Nope. Still a virgin and will be for the rest of my life lol.

3. What's your favorite color?
Green~

4. How old are you?
18.

5. What do you like about the person you have a crush on? (physical)
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I like his eye smile.

6. What do you like about the person you have a crush on? (personality)
Ummmmmmmmm well there's a lot. He's really smart, can make me laugh, caring but low-key I guess about it, and this other thing but it's really inappropriate LOOOL

7. Ever cheated?
No because I've never been in a relationship.

8. Ever been cheated on?
No again because I've never been in a relationship.

9. 5 things you don't like about yourself?
I overthink, procrastinate, am a very emotional person, am very needy for attention at times, and can't focus well.

10. Ever spent the night at a boy's house?
Nope. I don't think I ever will so lol.

11. How old are you and what was the age of the oldest crush you've kissed?
18 to both lol.

12. Ever been in love?
Yah. It fucking sucks cuz it's hopeless for me. Oh well. I'm gonna stay single my entire life anyway.

13. Ever been depressed to the point of not coming out of your room?
Oh yeah. Plenty of times. All I do is sleep and not eat for hours.

14. What school year are you?
Freshman in college.

15. Relationship status?
Single and fabulous~

More about me pt. 8

Reverse questionnaire - tell me about yourselves! - marcksman

A: Favorite film?
Tangled.

B: Favorite food?
Sushi~

C: Dream profession?
Neurosurgeon. I'm still thinking about going into medicine instead of nursing...

D: What kinds of music do you listen to?
K-pop, Hip Hop, Rap, and R&B generally. But I have an interest in almost every genre. Almost.

E: Where would you go, if you could go anywhere?
Anywhere in a city. I love to walk around new places.

F: Primary fandom?
K-pop fandom LOL Then there's the fandoms within the K-pop fandoms and I'm in a lot of K-pop fandoms LOOOOL

G: What's something you love about yourself?
I'm a very caring person.

H: Do you have a "type" of people you're attracted to?
People that like K-pop, are chill, and smart.

I: Favorite color?
Greeeeeeeeen :D

J: Pet peeve?
People that aren't open-minded.

K: Favorite animal?
Hamster :3

L: What do you do to keep entertained?
I like to dance to K-pop dances, watch kdramas, and watch videos on youtube.

M: What do you do to cheer up?
Dance~~~~

N: What do you do to cheer up others?
Huh. Well, the more I think about it, I dunno. It's different based on the person and the situation.

O: What would you see yourself as if you weren't human?
A cat or a hamster LOL

P: What's a happy memory?
Performing on stage with KDT <3

Q: Favorite holiday?
Um... I really don't have one because I grew out of the holiday spirit with I think every holiday. I dunno. Every holiday is like "meh" to me...

R: Present, past, or future?
I'm more of a present person. In the present, you are affected by your past and everything you do now will affect the future.

S: Favorite weather?
Sunny~~~~

T: Favorite book?
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone.

U: What do you consider your best quality?
Being able to cheer up others.

V: Something cool about one of your body parts (including hair, scars, anything on your body at all)?
I dyed my hair twice.

W: Are you introverted or extroverted?
It depends on the situation.

X: How do you learn best?
If the professor or teacher has lectures with info that will be on future exams. It forces me to do my work LOL

Y: What is your favorite thing about life, right now or ever?
I had fried chicken for dinner. I haven't had fried chicken in months. I had a slight foodgasm heh...

Z: How are you?
Craving chocolate hehehe...

It drifts away in a few minutes...

Sometimes I overthink happiness away since I do it often. I sit and think about a lot of scenarios and slowly bring myself into sadness.

It happens a lot... I can't help it though. I'm used to thinking like that for myself but not for others. I'm more optimistic with others. 

Snapchat trash

I've become snapchat trash because of peer pressure from my sister LOL

These filters give me life.

More about me pt. 7

Hella cute questions - questionnaireobsession

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Either my dad or sister at church lol

2. Are you outgoing or shy?
It really depends on the situation for me.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My friends from sfsu~

4. Are you easy to get along with?
Yeah, I'm pretty an easy going person.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Honestly, I think so... I hope so... But I'm not that difficult to deal with when I get drunk lol

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
People that are really chill and also like kpop LOL

7. Do you think you'll be in a relationship two months from now?
HAHAHA. Hell no.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
This guy that I like lol

9. Does taking about sex make you feel uncomfortable?
Depends on who I'm talking to LOL

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My Utah friend.

11. What does your most recent text say?
"Waaaaow LOL"

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
EXID - LIE
Hyorin ft. Jay Park - One Step
Neyo - Sexy Love
Chancellor ft. Dok2 - Murda
Chancellor ft. Lyn - Surrender

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Yeah cuz it's pretty long.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Yeup~

15. What good thing happened this summer?
I'm friends again with this guy that I had problems with for like a majority of my second semester of senior year in high school. Ugh. I hated that semester. Kinda. KDT made it bearable <3

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
FINALLY NOT A LIP VIRGIN ANYMORE YEEEEEY and hell yes I would :3

17. Do you think there's life on other planets?
Yeup. If there's life on this planet, then for sure on others too.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nah. He was an asshole to me back in elementary school. But we talked at my reunion picnic from my private school days. It's cool.

19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yes~ I love bubble baths :3

20. Do you like your neighbors?
Well I don't like one of my roommates in my apartment LOL

21. What are your bad habits?
Overthinking and procrastinating.

22. Where would you like to travel?
Now that I live in San Francisco, I would love to travel to big cities like New York or Tokyo or Seoul. I love the city life.

23. Do you have trust issues?
Yeup. I'm picky with who I trust.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Sleeping and eating.

25. What part of your body are you the most uncomfortable with?
My hands. They're so scarred from my eczema.

26. What do you do when you wake up?
Hit the snooze button.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Neither. I love my skin~

28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My friends.

29. Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up?
PFFFF PLZ. I've never been in a relationship...

30. Do you ever want to get married?
Honestly yes but I don't think I will be so I already accepted that and already satisfied with being independent.

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
I think you mean *Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? And yes it is. I think it reaches my butt.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
So I'm not into threesomes because I like things to be intimate one-on-one but if I would, then Bobby from iKON and S.Coups from Seventeen.

33. Spell your name with your chin.
mjel8iwsswas Close enough lol

34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Ew no I don't do sports.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
I don't watch TV anymore so obviously TV.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Like right now with the guy I like so yeah lol

37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Nothing.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Mmm... A guy that can make mentally stimulate me. Someone that can make me smile, have intellectual and deep conversations with, and is open-minded. Oh and I really like dorky smart guys. Intelligence is a big turn on for me.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Hot Topic, Papaya, Forever 21, and Express.

40. What do you want to do after high school?
I already graduated lol

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
If the other person wants to have a second chance then yes.

42. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
I'm either sad about something and I'm overthinking or imagining some random scenario.

43. Do you smile at strangers?
At times yes.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Bottom of the ocean. At least you won't run out of food or water and you'll probably be able to find shelter somewhere if you get lost.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
My hunger and the fact that I'm spending thousands of dollars to get a degree.

46. What are you paranoid about?
My shitty GPA lol

47. Have you ever been high?
Second-hand when I accidentally inhaled a shit load of smoke from weed. I live in San Francisco. It was bound to happen someday.

48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yes. I'm the emotional drunk LOL

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
From the top of my head nope.

50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?
Black.

51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Yeah but it just came as a thought. Not really much of a desire.

52. One things you could change about yourself?
To get rid of my procrastination problem LOL

53. Favorite makeup brand?
Kat Von D. I'm in love with her liquid lip stuff <3

54. Favorite store?
I don't think I have a favorite store...

55. Favorite blog?
I don't have one.

56. Favorite color?
Greeeeeeen :3

57. Favorite food?
Sushi~

58. Last thing you ate?
Mcdonalds

59. First thing you ate this morning?
Oatmeal with chocolate.

60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Yes I have twice for the same competition. I got two of my poems published in elementary school. Go me.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Nah I'm a good kid. I'm not that stupid.

62. Been arrested? For what?
Nothing. (So far LOL jk)

63. Ever been in love?
Eh it really depends on the person's definition of love. Yeah for me, it sucks lol. For other people, I'm happy for those people that are in love. As for me, nah. I think that love is stupid for me. I can't see myself in a relationship after going through shit. But I'm ok with it. I'm accepting reality. I'll never be in a relationship and it's fine.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
Uh. All I'm gonna say is that it was in a car and felt AMAZING along with other things besides the kiss ;)

65. Are you hungry right now?
Nope.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
Nope. Sorry Tumblr friends...

67. Facebook or Twitter?
Facebook.

68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr.

69. Are you watching TV right now?
Nah. I don't watch TV that often.

70. Names of your best friends?
Uh nah.

71. Craving something? What?
Korean food~

72. What color are your towels?
A rainbow of colors~

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Waow the original poster messed up on the numbering LOL Two normally.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
I didn't before but I do now :3

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I think 7, not including my Link "plush". It's not soft at all.

75. Favorite animal?
Hamster~

76. What color is your underwear?
Hot pink.

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla.

78. Favorite ice cream flavor?
Mint Chip.

79. What color shirt are you wearing?
White.

80. What color pants?
Black.

81. Favorite TV show?
I don't watch TV.

82. Favorite movie?
Tangled.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
I've never seen Mean Girls 2 so Mean Girls.

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
I've never seen 21 Jump Street so Mean Girls.

85. Favorite character from Mean Girls?
I think her name is Gretchen. LOOL her.

86. Favorite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory~~~

87. First person you talked to today?
My dad.

88. Last person you talked to today?
My sister.

89. Name a person you hate?
Norma.

90. Name a person you love?
I have someone in mind but nah not gonna expose him like that XD

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Hell yeah.

92. In a fight with someone?
Nah.

93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Two of them.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
A lot lol

95. Last movie you watched?
Sing

96. Favorite actress?
American: Jennifer Lawrence
Korean: Gong Hyojin

97. Favorite actor?
American: Will Smith
Korean: Lee Jongsuk

98. Do you tan a lot?
Yeah. I got dat melanin in me.

99. Have any pets?
Yeh. A cute hamster~ Her name is Fried Tofu and Dubu as her nickname.

100. How are you feeling?
Cold but it's ok.

101. Do you type fast?
I think I do.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Nah not really. My past helped me become the person I am today.

103. Can you spell well?
I guess so?

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yeah...

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Nah.

106. Ever broken someone's heart?
Yeup. I was an asshole about it.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Nope.

108. What should you be doing?
Working on the kdrama W.

109. Is something irritating you right now?
Not really...

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Yeah... I cried a lot...

111. Do you have trust issues?
Yeup.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I honestly don't know...

113. What was your childhood nickname?
I didn't have one.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yeup. Arizona and Illinois.

115. Do you play the Wii?
No but if I have Twilight Princess from The Legend of Zelda series I would.

116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yeup. Zion. T - No Make Up.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Yeup~~

118. Do you like Chinese food?
OMG Yusssss. I love Asian food <3

119. Favorite book?
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes yeah...

121. Are you mean?
Duh sometimes.

122. Is cheating ever okay?
Omg. Fuck no. Just break up my goodness. Don't be that asshole.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Nah. I get too lazy to clean my shoes.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No lol I honestly think that's bullshit. I believe that people fall in love the more you interact with the person.

125. Do you believe in true love?
Eh. I guess it happens to some lucky couples... I'm not really into the whole "true love" shit because love never works out for me.

126. Are you currently bored?
Yeah...

127. What makes you happy?
Hmm... Making others happy, food, sleep, hugs (Especially from one of my best friends omfg. He gives me the best hugs ;) ), kpop, and kdramas.

128. Would you change your name?
Yeh that would be interesting... I'd change it to Alexandra.

129. What is your zodiac sign?
Gemini~~~

130. Do you like subway?
Yeup~ Steak and cheese with sourdough bread, pepper jack cheese, and everything with chipotle sauce~~~~

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Oh wow someone actually likes me lol.

132. Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I answered this question already. My Utah friend about emotions.

133. Favorite lyrics right now?
Uh... Don't have one...

134. Can you count to one million?
Yes but I'm too lazy to.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
Hmm... I really don't know...

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed.

137. How tall are you?
5' LOOOL I'm short af.

138. Curly or straight hair?
Straight hair.

139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette since I don't look good as a blonde.

140. Summer or Winter?
Summer~~

141. Night or Day?
Night.

142. Favorite month?
May cuz my birthday LOL.

143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope. I love meat.

144. Dark, milk, or white chocolate?
Dark chocolate <3

145. Tea or Coffee?
Tea <3

146. Was today a good day?
Yeah it was alright...

147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers.

148. What's your favorite quote?
"Cogito ergo sum. I think, therefore I am." - René Descartes.

149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yeup.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42. What's the first line on that page?
The Chemical Level of Organization. It's from my sister's anatomy and physiology book.

OMFG I FINALLY FINISHED IT. I PROCRASTINATED ON THAT SO HARD. But yey I finished it~ I'm gonna try to avoid 100+ questionnaires heh...

Hello there 2017.

2017 is off to a good start. Well, for me. Is karma compensating for shitty 2016? I dunno. Maybe...